I remember the first time I went to counseling I was mid way through my 27th year, a new mother to an 8 month old daughter, separated from my first husband and trying to readjust back into American life after living out of the country in Israel for over 7 years..i was in massive culture shock, angry, displaced,Continue reading “I thought therapy would be my salvation because of what I saw on T.V”
imagine yourself for a moment if you can, going to a place that you frequent because it is the swankiest hippest place that every body just wants to be apart of..nobody can say why exactly that makes its so fucking cool or put their finger on it, but who cares, its the IT place that every one talks about andContinue reading “there are some people in good conscious who go through life imposturing a persona that they dream to be”
I got some pretty fucking wonderful birthday gifts from my beloved husband and kids, friends and clients, despite the horrible rotten no good kinda day I had on my birthday last week..lets start by saying, i have never been a big fan of this day for many different reasons, experiences and my personal feelings surrounding it..its a weirdContinue reading “those beautiful thoughtful gifts that I got a week ago are still sitting in piles half unopened because I cant be bothered at the moment, and ONE OF THEM IS A NEW PURSE< CAN YOU IMAGINE..”
Sometimes life forces us to accept people for exactly who they are, especially when we transition into adulthood. The most beautiful thing about freedom of this CHOICE is, it allows for us to answer the many questions within ourselves about our continued participation in relationships that often times leave us feeling beat up & exhausted. The truthContinue reading
My first real informative memory of opinion outside my home life was my being held back in 1st grade & the humiliation is suffered with the same first grade teacher & on the playground with my peers. I was teased, made fun of & called a lot of hurtful names for being stupid, retreating me to a place of make believe & isolation. They must have been true if my entire educational system believed this of me, handicapping my entire school experience from there on out. You would never know this now by meeting me today, what I had suffered from as a child.
I have watched you over this time navigate a path that came with out directions, into a family that has continued over time to diminish & take away the role that you became. Sometimes the universe unbeknownst to us, chooses the timing of a love to come into fruition regardless of the external forces, to teach its lessons in that kind of love. I believe we have always been chosen in each life together, to show the world around us, this intimate most beautiful lesson, as difficult & painful as it’s been.